Thanks for all the support guys...
As I said, we're fortunate to have a roof over our heads and food, and even a little bit of money to support this crazy hobby of mine...
I guess I'm just saddened and frustrated by the constant uphill battle we've been dealing with for the past 2 years... I'd love to give my wife more, she deserves it...
Hey man I dont know if you ever thought of puttin on a uniform and serving the country. Challenging job yes, maybe not the wifes cup o' tea either, but it solves 99% of the problems you listed in your original post. I've been doin it for 11 years and as far as the American Dream you are referring to goes, it dont get no realer than this.
I love the USA, and I'm grateful for all the opportunities it has given me, being a foreigner and all that, but now way in hell would I jeopardize my principles that way...
I mean... I have great respect for the men and women who decide to put their ass on the line, but I'd absolutely hate to be an active part of the U.S. foreign policies...
Besides, I'm too old and out of shape for it!!
I'm not a quitter, so I'll keep fighting 'till the end,
too bad my options are a bit limited due to my working visa... I can't start my own business, and I can't work in other fields... that's what happens when you do things legally...
Oh well,
thanks again everyone for the support...
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