BadMoon
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Happy F'n Birthday to the Naysayer turned ally
Same with you, you sexy *******.
Happy F'n Birthday to the Naysayer turned ally
It sucks because all I can think about tonight is my dad and how much I miss him.
One of my top 3 Queen songs. Makes me want to cry every time I hear it.
R.I.P Freddy!!!!
You do realize Freddy Mercury Died of AIDS like 20 years ago, right?
and as he was my favourite singer... I still remember where I was when I heard the news. He recorded "Who Wants To Live Forever?"... no, it wasn't that one--it was--- "The Show Must Go On" at the end when he knew his life was over... a shell of the man he was-- but man, that voice...
I thought "These Are the Days of Our Lives" was that last one... maybe I am wrong.
Keith,
Reading this thread made me think of my dad who passed away some time ago and something he said to me shortly before he died. I was sitting next to him in the hospital as he recovered from surgery to remove the sponge the University of Penn left in him and it was pretty apparent the cancer was winning by then. I said to him "Y'know Pop, this **** of you dyin' really sucks." He just said, matter of factly "Yeah but what are you going to do about it? The hardest part about getting through this is just getting through it." He also told me that the difference between an Irish funeral and an Italian funeral was that Italians would be crying hysterically even if the guy was 95 yrs old, the Irish would say thank God we had him for this long. After he died, I held it together pretty well until I was alone in his apartment and I started looking through his photo album and I saw a picture of him holding my nephew as a baby, and the weight of it hit me that my kids would never know him and I lost it. I must have cried for an hour. Its been nearly 17 years and not a day goes by that I don't think of him and miss him, but I think of all that he gave me and the good times we had and I'm thankful I had that. How much poorer my life would have been if I had never known him.
You also never know what the future holds.
It was May 21st 1991 and my dad took a turn for the worse so we got him to the hospital. He had quite a bit of morphine in him so while my brothers went to fight to get him a bed I stayed with him. He laid there very still and I didn't know if he was conscious or not but I knew it would be my last chance so I told him how much I loved him, that I was proud of him and I hoped I had made him proud of me, but he didn't respond. Just then a couple of beds down they brought a girl in that had overdosed and was screaming GET THE F--- OFF ME" at the top of her lungs. My dads eyes opened with this look of "What the hell is going on here?" quickly replaced by one that said "Shut her up I'm trying to die over here". At that moment I knew he had heard me. He got a room, we left and got really drunk.
He died that night.
He had his funeral paid for and he was cremated and according to his wishes we tossed tossed his ashes into the ocean. He had said maybe he would come back as a killer whale.
My one brother would occasionally dream about him and he told me that he sat and talked with him at his new place that was a little house next to a stream where killer whales would breach in and out of the water.
In 1999 my son was born and I was the first face he saw. I will never forget how his eyes opened and I saw an expression that was burned into my head "What the hell is going on here".
I could feel him there with me.
A few years later my son woke up one morning and said "Daddy I saw your dad last night"
I thought it was cute and I replied "Oh yeah?"
"Yep bought me ice cream and then we watched the killer whales."
its nice that you had a good relationship with your dad. your story was touching. i havent spoken to anyone in my family for over 10 years. peace, my friend, and fellow buffy fan.Keith,
Reading this thread made me think of my dad who passed away some time ago and something he said to me shortly before he died. I was sitting next to him in the hospital as he recovered from surgery to remove the sponge the University of Penn left in him and it was pretty apparent the cancer was winning by then. I said to him "Y'know Pop, this **** of you dyin' really sucks." He just said, matter of factly "Yeah but what are you going to do about it? The hardest part about getting through this is just getting through it." He also told me that the difference between an Irish funeral and an Italian funeral was that Italians would be crying hysterically even if the guy was 95 yrs old, the Irish would say thank God we had him for this long. After he died, I held it together pretty well until I was alone in his apartment and I started looking through his photo album and I saw a picture of him holding my nephew as a baby, and the weight of it hit me that my kids would never know him and I lost it. I must have cried for an hour. Its been nearly 17 years and not a day goes by that I don't think of him and miss him, but I think of all that he gave me and the good times we had and I'm thankful I had that. How much poorer my life would have been if I had never known him.
You also never know what the future holds.
It was May 21st 1991 and my dad took a turn for the worse so we got him to the hospital. He had quite a bit of morphine in him so while my brothers went to fight to get him a bed I stayed with him. He laid there very still and I didn't know if he was conscious or not but I knew it would be my last chance so I told him how much I loved him, that I was proud of him and I hoped I had made him proud of me, but he didn't respond. Just then a couple of beds down they brought a girl in that had overdosed and was screaming GET THE F--- OFF ME" at the top of her lungs. My dads eyes opened with this look of "What the hell is going on here?" quickly replaced by one that said "Shut her up I'm trying to die over here". At that moment I knew he had heard me. He got a room, we left and got really drunk.
He died that night.
He had his funeral paid for and he was cremated and according to his wishes we tossed tossed his ashes into the ocean. He had said maybe he would come back as a killer whale.
My one brother would occasionally dream about him and he told me that he sat and talked with him at his new place that was a little house next to a stream where killer whales would breach in and out of the water.
In 1999 my son was born and I was the first face he saw. I will never forget how his eyes opened and I saw an expression that was burned into my head "What the hell is going on here".
I could feel him there with me.
A few years later my son woke up one morning and said "Daddy I saw your dad last night"
I thought it was cute and I replied "Oh yeah?"
"Yep bought me ice cream and then we watched the killer whales."
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