d_jedi1
Super Freak
My youngest brother took his life (basically) the same way in January.
I don't know you or your family but you have my sympathies, I can definitely relate. Losing a sibling, is something you never dream about and would never wish on your worst enemy.
I don't know if you have access to crisis counselors (my job has free crisis counseling and it's been very helpful) but there are often free options available. Trust me, you'll want it.
Whatever you do, don't take this act personally, don't blame yourself.
If you need to talk to anyone who has gone through it, shoot me a PM.
I don't know you or your family but you have my sympathies, I can definitely relate. Losing a sibling, is something you never dream about and would never wish on your worst enemy.
I don't know if you have access to crisis counselors (my job has free crisis counseling and it's been very helpful) but there are often free options available. Trust me, you'll want it.
Whatever you do, don't take this act personally, don't blame yourself.
If you need to talk to anyone who has gone through it, shoot me a PM.