Jeez.. i swear..
I hated rita's whiny character with a passion..
I even chanted "kill rita, kill rita!" when dex found the van empty about mid way through..
but no matter how much i may have wanted it to happen? I didn't.
Because when I realized something bad was gonna happen, I wasn't prepared for it. That conversation they had about her accepting him, and knowing him, and that he could beat whatever darkness there was down..
GUH..
I felt my coolness towards her melt a little.
And then.. well. I guess I liked her more than I could admit. She's been a staple for 4 seasons now, and a symbol of what he was trying to get to. And then BAM.. just like that.
The episode screwed me up, big time.
I layed here afterwards with my lady (James_Ford) and we were talking about it. I couldn't help but imagine Trinity in the tub with her.. and her crying, and the slice, and the blood..
and it just brought me right back to that first scene of him in the bath with that victim, and i felt my heart just break.
She shouldn't have gone like that! So sad..
Although, we knew it had to happen I guess.
Still. That was no cliffhanger. It was like having John Lithgow push you off a cliff. And as you are hanging on by one arm, he takes an axe and just chops it off!
I'm just really in shock at how upset I am over her death, even though I couldn't stand her! Maybe it's just the idea of what Dexter just lost.
The idea of john lithgow pulling that type of thing on me just makes me incapable of breathing!
I'm really glad I have a 12 page paper to write tonight. I couldn't sleep no matter what after that!