I always wanted to learn the guitar, one of those life dreams I had, I wanted to maybe have a band or just play my favorite songs,
I dreamed about it in school, I played air guitar all the time,
metal was (And is) such a big and important part of my life, I love metal, it is the best music in the world,
I tried, but my fingers hurt really really bad, I kept trying but I could not get the notes right, I could not get anything right, I Know everyone is going to tell me "
Practice practice practice"
but the guitar felt like torture for me, my fingers kept hurting and I kept not getting better, I tried different guitars but I just can't, not only does it hurt, but my fingers cannot do the simplest of chords,
I tried, I just couldn't, I did not mention this before because it makes me feel like a failure,