About 10 years ago I went through a phase where i would watch any horrifically gory, violent thing i could find. I spent countless hours at Ogrish and other sites as well as buying underground videos.
thats a blast from the past
Used to do the same thing. I recall spending much time in the forums that were unmoderated and "anything goes". It was a blast.
Used to watch all of the Iraq decapitation videos until they started including the audio...... it broke me. "Russian Cut Throat" was the first....
When I started hearing the sounds those guys made while having their head cut off alive i stopped watching ALL extreme gore videos. Also pretty weird i could watch them but not hear them.. Shows how desensitized you become in everyday life....
... few years later my daughter arrived and Im extremely broken from it now. ...