ok I'm back after the weekend....
well yesterday was tough... Father's day... and I wanted to have a good cry about my Dad (I'd realised that since he died 3 months ago, I hadn't had a proper breakdown sob... 'cause i was running round sorting everything out... and i thought i'd missed my chance because i was in the 'get on with your life' mode.)
Jane was going round to her parent's for a fathers day meal... so i opted to stay at home. I dug out an episode of Deep Space Nine (The Visitor... one of the best episodes of television ever) that used to make my eyes water even when i watched it years ago (all about Jake losing his dad... very well written and acted) ... so i watched that... which sure enough... set me off, and i was sobbing for an hour straight... even after it had finished.
Made me realise that in September at the wedding, seeing an empty chair will be hard for me.... but I'll get through it. Life goes on... and I'm trying to make mine and Jane's as good as I can. Taking on as many commissions as I can manage (even if they do take ages... sorry guys, lol) ... I really need a secretary... I'm on the computer here before 7am answering emails... for at least 4 or 5 hours every day
i mean... seriously... i need some staff
aaaanyway, I'm back.. I feel good... I know other people are going through hard times as well... so I hope everyone manages to pull through.
Back to work!
got some eBay things to send out today, some CDs I've sold... got 3 Faramirs to post
... got a Neo, Daniel Craig, Reese, and 2 old Obi-Wans to carry on painting... and got a RIPLEY to carry on sculpting... (took her mouth and jaw off again last week, finished her teeth... man they're hard to sculpt, now i'm sculpting her lips back on again... looks much better with the teeth showing slightly inside)
Speak to you all soon (got to answer some more emails and pm's now, lol)
Darren