CAN'T STOP DRINKING.
I'm in such a low, and rut. Now i know what they mean by in the gutter from drinking. Ever since this happened it's been almost a non stop daily drinking fest.(it helps me escape the pain) Whereas before that i was hitting the weights and whey protein. Now it's the vodka and good beer. I can feel by body retaliating, must stop soon. I can't let my daughter see me like this all the time so wasted. The pain sucks, i have not felt this bad in almost a decade. I know i'll come through but i'm scared, i don't wanna ^^^^ing work at wal-mart or something after making 19$ an hour. But i guess i'll do what must be done if it comes to that.
Thx for laying me off during xmas ^^^^ing ^^^^^^^s!!!
I'm in such a low, and rut. Now i know what they mean by in the gutter from drinking. Ever since this happened it's been almost a non stop daily drinking fest.(it helps me escape the pain) Whereas before that i was hitting the weights and whey protein. Now it's the vodka and good beer. I can feel by body retaliating, must stop soon. I can't let my daughter see me like this all the time so wasted. The pain sucks, i have not felt this bad in almost a decade. I know i'll come through but i'm scared, i don't wanna ^^^^ing work at wal-mart or something after making 19$ an hour. But i guess i'll do what must be done if it comes to that.
Thx for laying me off during xmas ^^^^ing ^^^^^^^s!!!