Sounds like you're getting quite a bit of support from everyone on this, and I'd hate to see someone else quit doing what they love due to financial circumstances. Without going into too much detail here, I have to spend a lot of money on medication every month, and recently found myself not buying the meds I needed to stay healthy so I could afford games, DVDs, and this collecting hobby. Then I got into a very serious car accident, because I hadn't been taking those meds.
Now I heard it all! Not buying medications to stay healthy, so you could afford games, DVD's and collecting $200+ dolls
and then to top it off you have a serious car crash because you didn't take your meds
The FREAKS on here may say, that's ok, you now have Batman89 and the Joker on preorder, you're now doing great, I don't look at it like that, you could have killed someone in that car crash, and your local newscaster's report would have been, Joe Putz killed a family of 5 today, when he was driving without taking his medication, he told police at the scene that he lost control of his four thousand pound automobile because he couldn't afford his medications anymore, when asked why he couldn't afford his medications? the suspect said, because he had to buy video games, DVD's and $200+ dolls, which the suspect calls action figures. He is know looking at life in prison. On a positive note he has Batman89 and the Joker Hot Toys on preorder, they well be delivered to cell block D.
You know I really won't to say some other things, but I don't want to get banned off the site. The thought of you driving again is very sad.
Well the good thing is disaster was averted and hopefully he's learnt his lesson and won't ever skip meds again
Well first of all, let me say that in rereading my statement, I skipped over the most vital piece of info, that I make around $1600 a month at my job, and I'm paying $1400 a month for meds, *after* primary insurance covers them. Then I have to send in a form and an explanation of benefits so that my secondary insurance can cover some of the cost. Until I reach my deductible, they only partially cover the payment, and it takes about 2 weeks for the check to show up in the mail. In the meantime, I have that $200 to live off. My rent is $390, secondary insurance coverage is over $240 per month, and car insurance is around $30 per month. And all that is before I've bought any food for myself. I was still on one of my medications, the cheaper one thats around $180 per month, almost strictly so I could afford to eat. The whole CD/DVD/HT thing was basically an added "bonus" of not having to spend all of my income just so I could do it again the next month. I was just treading water and sick of it. I can't get cheaper meds because epilepsy is very specific, and even switching to generics can be risky, and gov't. assistance is out of the question since I make more than $15,000 per year, and I have insurance at work, even though the insurance is absolute BS.
Now, having said all that, do you think I'm particularly excited to get behind the wheel again? Because I'm not. Tomorrow(9/13) is actually the first day that I'm "medically cleared" to drive, since it's been 3 months since the accident without an incident. I likely won't be getting in that car for a while though. Unfortunately, I'll have to eventually as winters in ND generally eliminate walking anywhere as an option, and the public transit system sucks where I live. To give you an idea, if I wanted to ride the bus to work, I'd have to leave the house about 90 minutes before work so I could walk the 8 blocks to the nearest bus stop in potentially below 0 weather, wait for the bus, ride it to the stop that's closest to work, which is about half a mile from my place of employment, and then walk to work. I don't know if you've ever been outside when it's -20 degrees, but it's not fun.
So yeah, I've learned my lesson. Waking up inside of a car with three EMTs trying to get you out kind of does that. I've gotten some help from my parents with meds until I can save up enough to carry that cost every month, and I've been able to put a little away so that I can still eat on a regular basis and have some fun. I wanted to have a life of my own that wasn't ruled strictly by money. So sue me.