What would be best for Otomofan, one on one private sessions with a professional or group therapy of some sort? I wonder would it be more helpful to meet other people who are right now feeling the same way. It sounds very lonely what he is experiencing, with seemingly even his family for one reason or another not being able to deal.
I'll be honest, I read your post the day you posted it Otomofan and was at a loss what to say, in part because I've had a ***t time myself the past while and am distracted by that to varying degrees, but also I didn't have the courage to say anything until I saw how other people would respond to what is possibly your most explicit post about this depression you're in, with a particularly worrying last sentence.
Obviously I don't know your family but it could be that they just don't know what to say if you're saying to them these kinds of things. Perhaps they've not had experience of it before, they're not used to it, they're fearful of it. Perhaps they cannot help. But surely someone can. Please do follow the advice from the guys above. You surely aren't alone in how you're feeling and in the nicest way possible you may learn that the saying 'misery loves company' could be a thing that lifts you out of this one day while perhaps helping other people in a mutual way.
As I've said before, I like your posts here. Yes you can be bit negative and cynical about the pop culture and times we're in but so can I. And I admire the clear way you express your views, you use English well, you punctuate and paragraph well
Khev said something like what I was thinking - about at least giving yourself 30 more days, and on the 30th day try 30 more - you've gotta get that Mafex BD Robocop, man! Of course he wouldn't be a fix - he'd be a cool waypoint though, and then keep going.
