I live in CT, this happened very close to where I live. I think in this state we always had a "can't happen here" attitude. Needless to say that has been ripped away from us. This has been devastating to everyone and I feel like my very soul has been torn to pieces. I cant even imagine how the families of the victims could possibly cope with this.
I have a 4 year old daughter, who by the way was getting off her bus from PreK4 only minutes after I heard about this, I dont know if I have ever been happier to see someone in my entire life. But at the same time, I couldnt help but cry at the thought that all these poor children wanted was to see Mommy and Daddy again, to open presents on Christmas morning, to play with their friends.
A Monster has destroyed so many lives and families today, Parents are experiencing a loss from which they will never recover. Children (and adults) have been scarred for life, and the fear of entering that building again will never leave them, they will never feel safe again.
And as a parent, it will never leave my mind each day as I load my daughter on the bus, that this can happen here. I can't help but feel a knee-jerk reaction of wanting to lock her in the house and keep her safe from harm, even though I know that is not possible.
I have so much sadness and anger right now, I just dont know how to express it.
Is it too much to want to live in a world where children are safe from harm at school?