That he was. Captain Kirk wouldn't never show he was ******** bricks. Sure his grand plan turned into a huge disaster, but should have shown bawls like a leader. Abraham did. He straightened up when Negan pointed him out for possible bashing.
I'd like to think I'd react like Abraham. But more likely I'd be like Rick.
On the one hand I thought it was great acting from Andrew Lincoln, ''man, he really looks petrified'', but then I thought ''wait....he looks petrified, Rick, the leader''......hmmm.