Re: DarkArtist's Creations of DOOM!
i'll admit to being jealous and thats a part of my source of anger here. Josh has been the golden boy of this forum. Every post he made was followed by a dozen gushes. he has talent up the wazoo. he has all the support here anyone can ask for. he has a huge list of clients ready and willing to pay.
but all the accolades and all the praise and all the talent couldn't get him straight and stop taking additional money from people with the belief that the wait would not be so long. I waited a LONG time for my custom and i wasn't one to demand or nag. it is nice, not AMAZING, as I have seen some of his other work, but I don't feel the wait was justified because I think the wait had ZERO impact on the quality. I don't believe for a second he had an artist block that prevented him from painting my Bespin Luke to look just like the others I have seen him do...
i no longer have a dog in this fight outside of "the right thing" and "the right thing" is that people who want money back should get it. the "right thing" is for people who paid and sent items first should get their items back first. "the right thing" is not to always be "whoa is me" because WE ALL have problems. Some of us just deal with it and "do the right" thing. We ask our family to help. We get jobs. We get LOANS. and we pay people back.
How hard is it to go get money from a bank or family or friends to send back to all these people that are heavily complaining? Is it really so hard? Its not like they all come out at once to demand refunds. Its like 2 at a time. Refund the money.
I'm pretty sure I know the details of what the "right thing" is, though admittedly I don't have the knack of speaking the language that would ever have made excuses and allowed me to procrasitnate and delay and utilize people's money while still maintaining so many friends and supporters. I just feel the golden boy status was exploited and thats sad.
Life aint going to get easier with kids either. If you can't afford your life now...god help your family you will need it unless you expect the government to just bail your mistakes in life out.
PS. I guess this anger comes out today because I haven't followed this story in months. And I stumbled upon it today and am in shock that he's still in the same situation as 6 months ago and a year ago and more. People coming out of prison can get their act together quicker than that.
Wow.... I didn't know you hated me so much man.
I get what you mean, and I respect you for saying it straight and direct. First off... let's approach the loan aspect. Some of us just can't get loans. My credit is horrible, I have nothing to use as leverage and have been turned down for debt consolidation and any other form of loan outside of school loans. So that is a non issue for me, I can't fix it that way.
And nobody has asked for a refund outside of my lost figure, so it doesn't even matter. I've told anyone that wants one to do it though, with the knowledge that I would pay them back however I could.
Also, you don't know me man. You don't know my situation. I can't ask my family for anything, they are a cobbled together group of drug addicts and failures. I'm the one that got away and didn't get pulled down by the legacy. As for doing the "right" thing. ???? you... I do the right thing, I've offered to do WHATEVER necessary to right my wrongs here. I've all but offered my soul to get out of this situation.
As for the figure, and my lack of perfection... that WAS artist's block. I don't care if you don't understand. Ask a professional athlete if they can be perfect every single time they swing a bat, run for a 75 yd touchdown or throw a perfect pass... They will tell you it depends on the day, how they were feeling, the team around them, etc. I'm in a slump, the most severe of my life.
And I NEVER exploited people on this site, I always expected to be able to do the work and get it out to those that paid. Don't try to think you can understand this situation because you read about it here on this web site. I've never given excuses, I gave the truth. I was honest about everything, and have admitted to my failings over and over and over again. I've thought darker thoughts than you can imagine, thought about suicide, this whole mess has caused my Wife and I to have arguments and for me to have multiple complete mental breakdowns.... sobbing on the living room floor... But never once did I blame anyone else but myself. I could be taking orders right ????ing NOW... but I don't. I sell my stuff to pay shipping rather than take anything from anyone, and you call me out here to say I exploited my "golden boy" status. ???? you... you insensitive prick. I never did anything of the sort.
I could have ran off, I could have just taken everything I have right now and never came back. change my internet names, disappear... But I didn't. I have integrity, and I was trusted by those that paid me to do a job. I failed them, and will continue to try and make it right. Don't think for a second that I won't find a way, because I will.