*hugs* for Les. I've been there bro.
Thanks guys. Thanks Fox. I need that!
The last two days have
SUCKED!!!!! Man! I had no idea what it would feel like knowing Ma was not coming home. SUCKS BIG ONES! Damn!
I see her everywhere (in my mind). Even in the grocery store today. It is hard. And it's not a death thing, but hard enough. I have really bawled some in the last day or so.
Good news is, she got a room at the best place in town, and will go there Monday. That fast! I owe all of you for your prayers! Really! Even the case worker lady at the hospital said, that with 500 people on the waiting list, that for Ma to get a room that fast, had to be due to God. I believe her!
So thanks all. So much!
Thanks all for your kind words. I have sat and painted some today, but my heart's not in it. Got to get used to the fact she is not there. Readily anyway. I know i'll get used to it, but I can't shake the headaches. Really tired emotionally. I haven't had a lot of family deaths see, and though she's still around, I am realizing how much is about to change.
I'll get used to it, but it does hurt. At least I have my work.
Doesn't help that my brother didn't get told much until yesterday, (He's in Maryland, and so far away that we haven't had much chance to fill him in as things happened yesterday) so he is mad with us and his anger only makes it all hurt worse.
Very hard days. More to go. Lots of changes coming.
At least I have my work. I want to just dive into it. Lots to do.
Again, thanks for all the support.