Summer is about to end for me and I feel like I've got nothing to show for it. Everything I planned to do, like fixing things up in the house, or going out places and having fun just never seemed to happen. As I get older, each year seems to go faster and faster and I find myself getting more cynical.
Yeah I work and all that but it just doesn't feel like I accomplished anything that I wanted to do. The only thing that happened consistently was the insane growth of the grass outside. I got to be a part of The Dark Knight Rises, but that's actually not as fun as one would imagine. Going in, I thought it would be the greatest thing ever but the scheduling just seemed to make the months go faster. Plus with everything I was a part of being leaked almost immediately by others (some of whom were also taking part), the "chance of a life time" sort of lost it's exclusivity after day one.
I don't know. It's not just the summer either, life in general seems to be flying by. I just hope I don't wake up one day, on my death bed, still feeling this way. This is coming from a youngin too. I guess I just feel lost, if that makes sense.
TRUTH.
